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Hon v\u00e4tte hans f\u00f6tter med sina t\u00e5rar och torkade dem med sitt h\u00e5r, och hon kysste hans f\u00f6tter och smorde dem med sin balsam.<\/p>\nLukasevangeliet kapitel 7<\/cite><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Hon var en synderska om man fr\u00e5gade de som d\u00f6mde. Inte \u00f6nskad in i det hus hon stigit in i. Men d\u00e4r stod hon nu med inget mindre \u00e4n en flaska balsam och hela sitt liv av erfarenheter. Och vid hans f\u00f6tter satte hon sig ner och gr\u00e4t. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag undrar vad det var som fick henne att g\u00e5 dit? Hon m\u00e5ste ha vetat vad som v\u00e4ntade; h\u00e5rda blickar och kalla ord fr\u00e5n de r\u00e4dda och ynkliga. Fr\u00e5n de som tog skydd bakom dubbelmoralens och maktens mantlar. Hur tog hon spj\u00e4rn mot deras slag? Var hon s\u00f6ndertrasad men med ett bevarat hopp? Hade de misslyckats med att ta hennes hopp trots att de tagit allt annat, \u00e4ven hennes r\u00e4tta namn? Hade hon en \u00f6vertygelse om att hj\u00e4lparen med stort H inte bara fanns utan \u00e4ntligen hade kommit? Eller var det en desperation som drev henne? Utan n\u00e5gonstans att ta v\u00e4gen och utan en tro p\u00e5 n\u00e5gon b\u00e4ttring s\u00e5 kan man lika g\u00e4rna satsa en flaska dyrbart balsam p\u00e5 ett par f\u00f6tter. Vad mer kan g\u00e5 f\u00f6rlorat n\u00e4r man redan mist allt?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Varf\u00f6r gr\u00e4t hon? F\u00f6r att det var det enda hon kunde nu? F\u00f6r att skrattet och leendet tynat bort f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge sedan? Eller gr\u00e4t hon f\u00f6r att det var f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen som hennes t\u00e5rar inte var till besv\u00e4r? F\u00f6r att ingen ryggade undan. F\u00f6r att ingen bad henne att t\u00e4nka positivt och rycka upp sig. Hon gr\u00e4t sina t\u00e5rar, och kanske det var f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen som hennes t\u00e5rar inte bara var hennes egna. Kanske var det f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen som de fick finnas till. Precis som hon fick finnas till. I befintligt skick. Mottagen i befintligt skick. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag undrar om hon sn\u00f6rvlade h\u00f6gt. Gr\u00e4t p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r hulkande s\u00e4ttet, s\u00e5 som man g\u00f6r n\u00e4r alla filter \u00e4r borttagna. N\u00e4r det inte finns n\u00e5gonting som kan kontrolleras eller l\u00e4ggas till r\u00e4tta. Det \u00e4r ingen vacker syn om vi fr\u00e5gar dem som d\u00f6mer. Dem som g\u00f6mmer sig. Men t\u00e4nk om denna gr\u00e5t kanske \u00e4r det mest r\u00e5a och vackra som kan besk\u00e5das. F\u00f6r att det inte bara \u00e4r sj\u00e4lens sm\u00e4rta som sk\u00f6njas mellan salt och snor. Utan f\u00f6r att det \u00e4r n\u00e5got st\u00f6rre som sker; en l\u00e4kning d\u00e4r livet f\u00e5r ta plats.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det kanske var det hon s\u00f6kte, en plats f\u00f6r sm\u00e4rtan, och f\u00f6r l\u00e4kningen. Denna kvinna med ett \u00f6verfl\u00f6d av balsam och t\u00e5rar. Med ett \u00f6verfl\u00f6d av liv och erfarenheter. Och det verkar som att hon fick en plats. Och jag \u00f6nskar detsamma f\u00f6r mig sj\u00e4lv. Och f\u00f6r dig, min v\u00e4n. F\u00f6r oss alla.\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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