{"id":585,"date":"2024-08-25T08:00:00","date_gmt":"2024-08-25T06:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/martina\/?p=585"},"modified":"2024-09-14T11:23:58","modified_gmt":"2024-09-14T09:23:58","slug":"du-som-inte-rads","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/martina\/2024\/08\/25\/du-som-inte-rads\/","title":{"rendered":"Du som inte r\u00e4ds."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Lyssna n\u00e4r Martina l\u00e4ser veckans inl\u00e4gg<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-audio\"><audio controls src=\"https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/martina\/files\/2024\/08\/blogg240825.mp3\"><\/audio><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>Han gick fram och h\u00e4llde olja och vin p\u00e5 s\u00e5ren och f\u00f6rband dem.<\/p>\n<cite>Lukasevangeliet kapitel 10<\/cite><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Vi brukade inte ta promenader. Och nu hade det g\u00e5tt l\u00e5ng tid sedan vi gjort n\u00e5gonting tillsammans. T\u00e4nk s\u00e5 m\u00e4rkligt det \u00e4r. Att vi m\u00e4nniskor kan komma och g\u00e5 i varandras liv. Att vi kan vara ett intet, till att bli n\u00e5got ofattbart f\u00f6r att sedan uppl\u00f6sas. F\u00f6rsvinna. Men inte helt. F\u00f6r sp\u00e5ren finns kvar. S\u00e5ren. Finns kvar.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Jag har ofta g\u00e5tt sj\u00e4lv. L\u00e5nga str\u00e4ckor. I m\u00f6rker med reflexv\u00e4st och pannlampa. P\u00e5 skotersp\u00e5r i v\u00e5rvintersol. Timmar med steg. F\u00f6r att komma bort. F\u00f6r att komma fram. Hur ofta har jag g\u00e5tt i cirklar?&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c4r sorgen livsl\u00e5ng? Vad kan terapi och sluta-vara-ledsen-piller g\u00f6ra f\u00f6r en m\u00e4nsklig sj\u00e4l som levt? Kanske en del. Mycket. Och ibland ingenting alls. Finns det befrielse att f\u00e5? F\u00f6r de tankar som maler kring det som blev. D\u00e5. 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