{"id":733,"date":"2024-11-19T21:57:35","date_gmt":"2024-11-19T20:57:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/martina\/?p=733"},"modified":"2024-11-19T21:58:33","modified_gmt":"2024-11-19T20:58:33","slug":"en-helig-vag","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/martina\/2024\/11\/19\/en-helig-vag\/","title":{"rendered":"En helig v\u00e4g."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>Nu skapar jag en ny himmel och en ny jord.<br>Det som varit skall man inte mer minnas,<br>inte l\u00e4ngre t\u00e4nka p\u00e5.<\/p>\n<cite>Jesaja kapitel 65<\/cite><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>I s\u00e5ngen kom orden till mig idag; \u201cAllting \u00e4r heligt, men ingenting \u00e4r f\u00f6r evigt\u201d.<br>Och fast\u00e4n du inte lyssnade till tonerna var du pl\u00f6tsligt n\u00e4ra mig igen. Stegen du tog i mitt liv. Jag mindes biten av v\u00e4gen som var v\u00e5r. 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