{"id":846,"date":"2025-01-18T12:46:38","date_gmt":"2025-01-18T11:46:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/martina\/?p=846"},"modified":"2025-01-18T12:48:09","modified_gmt":"2025-01-18T11:48:09","slug":"det-ar-inte-min-storm","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/martina\/2025\/01\/18\/det-ar-inte-min-storm\/","title":{"rendered":"Det \u00e4r inte min storm."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong>En m\u00e5nad av goda tolkningar &#8211; Dag 6<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Solen skiner. I natt bl\u00e5ste det storm. En av tr\u00e4dets stora grenar slets loss och sm\u00e4llde in i balkongd\u00f6rren. Jag vaknade med ett ryck. L\u00e5g sedan och lyssnade p\u00e5 vinden som rev och slet i v\u00e4rlden utanf\u00f6r. Och jag k\u00e4nde hur min egen r\u00e4dsla stormade inombords.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Minnen fr\u00e5n f\u00f6rr och tankar om framtiden for hit och dit som tr\u00e4dkronorna utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret. 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