{"id":854,"date":"2025-01-20T23:53:24","date_gmt":"2025-01-20T22:53:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/martina\/?p=854"},"modified":"2025-01-20T23:54:38","modified_gmt":"2025-01-20T22:54:38","slug":"jag-kan-inte-forklara-det-men-jag-ar-tacksam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/martina\/2025\/01\/20\/jag-kan-inte-forklara-det-men-jag-ar-tacksam\/","title":{"rendered":"Jag kan inte f\u00f6rklara det. Men jag \u00e4r tacksam."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong>En m\u00e5nad av goda tolkningar &#8211; Dag 8<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Och det kanske inte \u00e4r s\u00e5 att mirakel sker f\u00f6rst n\u00e4r himlen \u00f6ppnar sig och bl\u00e4ndvita \u00e4nglar s\u00e4nker sig ner mot jorden? Det kanske inte \u00e4r s\u00e5 att v\u00e4lsignelse kommer i form av en k\u00e4nslokaskad av eufori och l\u00e4ttnad? Magi kanske inte visar sig i det stora, utan i det vardagligt lilla? N\u00e5den kanske kommer n\u00e4r du minst anar det?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Som en kv\u00e4ll p\u00e5 ett l\u00f6pband som du sprungit p\u00e5 m\u00e5nga kv\u00e4llar tidigare. N\u00e5gonstans mellan de raska stegen som drev fram svettp\u00e4rlorna p\u00e5 huden och den halkiga promenaden hem, det kanske var d\u00e4r det h\u00e4nde? Det kanske var d\u00e4r bland de l\u00e4tt yrande sn\u00f6flingorna, eller under den sista kilometern innan du tryckte p\u00e5 stopp-knappen, som en tanke b\u00f6rjade ta form. Som konturerna av den k\u00e4nsla som l\u00e4mnat kroppen visade sig. Ifyllt av n\u00e5got annat, med en ny f\u00e4rg, i behaglig nyans.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sorgen \u00f6ver k\u00e4rleken du f\u00f6rlorat finns inte kvar. Insikten om att den inte finns, och kanske aldrig fanns p\u00e5 det s\u00e4tt du trott, landar mjukt inom dig. Och du kokar upp vattnet samtidigt som du g\u00f6r dig en ostmacka och k\u00e4nner efter. Ja, det k\u00e4nns annorlunda nu. 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