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En m\u00e5nad av goda tolkningar – Dag 17\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag minns p\u00e5 ett ungef\u00e4r hur det k\u00e4ndes under den d\u00e4r tiden d\u00e5 jag pratade om Gud och religion i ett tonl\u00e4ge n\u00e5got \u00f6ver mitt normala. R\u00f6sten fylld av frustration och argumenten h\u00e5rda och vassa. Med armarna i kors himlade jag med \u00f6gonen \u00e5t naiva, och enligt mig ocks\u00e5 korkade, religi\u00f6sa m\u00e4nniskor. Hur kunde de inte ha h\u00e4ngt med i utvecklingen, tekniken, forskningen och inte l\u00e4mnat det d\u00e4r gamla och f\u00f6rlegade bakom sig? Att inte Sverige var helt fritt fr\u00e5n religion hade jag sv\u00e5rt att greppa. V\u00e5rt land som l\u00e5g i framkant med s\u00e5 mycket annat. Vi borde ju leda \u00e4ven i denna fr\u00e5ga. Bort med el\u00e4ndet! helt enkelt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Idag t\u00e4nker jag p\u00e5 hur fantastiskt det \u00e4r att vi f\u00e5r \u00e4ndra oss. Men det kanske mest fantastiska \u00e4r att jag gav mig sj\u00e4lv till\u00e5telse att \u00e4ndra mig. Jag h\u00f6ll inte mig sj\u00e4lv som gisslan i ett tankem\u00f6nster som inte l\u00e4ngre k\u00e4ndes som mitt. Och jag tvingade f\u00f6r den delen inte heller in mig i n\u00e5got annat \u201cbara f\u00f6r att h\u00f6ra till\u201d.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nej, n\u00e5gonstans, p\u00e5 n\u00e5got vis s\u00e5 kunde jag sl\u00e4ppa \u00e5sikter, tankar och v\u00e4rderingar som inte l\u00e4ngre klingande sant inom mig. Och med det frigjordes det plats. Plats f\u00f6r det som k\u00e4ndes friare, sannare och varmare inom mig. Och jag l\u00e5ter det fortfarande f\u00e5 finnas utrymme f\u00f6r nya influenser, tankar och \u00e5sikter att komma in. Vissa l\u00e4mnar snabbt, och andra stannar kvar en stund f\u00f6r att se om de passar in i det m\u00f6nster av mosaik som sj\u00e4len best\u00e5r av.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tack f\u00f6r m\u00f6jligheten att veta, och sen inte veta n\u00e5gonting alls. F\u00f6r att sedan veta n\u00e5gonting nytt. Tack f\u00f6r att livet f\u00e5r vara fullt, och tomt, och allt d\u00e4remellan. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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