{"id":907,"date":"2025-01-31T21:55:07","date_gmt":"2025-01-31T20:55:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/martina\/?p=907"},"modified":"2025-01-31T22:01:37","modified_gmt":"2025-01-31T21:01:37","slug":"delad-ensamhet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/martina\/2025\/01\/31\/delad-ensamhet\/","title":{"rendered":"Delad ensamhet."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong>En m\u00e5nad av goda tolkningar &#8211; Dag 19<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ensamhet.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Vi f\u00f6ddes in i den h\u00e4r v\u00e4rlden ensamma. Somliga av oss var o\u00f6nskade. Somliga av oss var efterl\u00e4ngtade. Somliga av oss ingetdera. Och vi kommer att d\u00f6 bort fr\u00e5n den i ensamhet. Utan n\u00e5gon som saknar. Med efterl\u00e4mnande av tomrum. 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