{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Mitt liv som pr\u00e4st","provider_url":"https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/mittlivsomprast","author_name":"mittlivsomprast","author_url":"https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/mittlivsomprast\/author\/mittliivsomprast\/","title":"I mitt hj\u00e4rta ryms b\u00e5de levande och d\u00f6da - Mitt liv som pr\u00e4st","type":"rich","width":600,"height":338,"html":"<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"4Z8dnZvvgT\"><a href=\"https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/mittlivsomprast\/2017\/06\/05\/i-mitt-hjarta-ryms-bade-levande-och-doda\/\">I mitt hj\u00e4rta ryms b\u00e5de levande och d\u00f6da<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" src=\"https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/mittlivsomprast\/2017\/06\/05\/i-mitt-hjarta-ryms-bade-levande-och-doda\/embed\/#?secret=4Z8dnZvvgT\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" title=\"\u201dI mitt hj\u00e4rta ryms b\u00e5de levande och d\u00f6da\u201d &ndash; Mitt liv som pr\u00e4st\" data-secret=\"4Z8dnZvvgT\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" class=\"wp-embedded-content\"><\/iframe><script type=\"text\/javascript\">\n\/* <![CDATA[ *\/\n\/*! This file is auto-generated *\/\n!function(d,l){\"use strict\";l.querySelector&&d.addEventListener&&\"undefined\"!=typeof URL&&(d.wp=d.wp||{},d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage||(d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage=function(e){var t=e.data;if((t||t.secret||t.message||t.value)&&!\/[^a-zA-Z0-9]\/.test(t.secret)){for(var s,r,n,a=l.querySelectorAll('iframe[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),o=l.querySelectorAll('blockquote[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),c=new RegExp(\"^https?:$\",\"i\"),i=0;i<o.length;i++)o[i].style.display=\"none\";for(i=0;i<a.length;i++)s=a[i],e.source===s.contentWindow&&(s.removeAttribute(\"style\"),\"height\"===t.message?(1e3<(r=parseInt(t.value,10))?r=1e3:~~r<200&&(r=200),s.height=r):\"link\"===t.message&&(r=new URL(s.getAttribute(\"src\")),n=new URL(t.value),c.test(n.protocol))&&n.host===r.host&&l.activeElement===s&&(d.top.location.href=t.value))}},d.addEventListener(\"message\",d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage,!1),l.addEventListener(\"DOMContentLoaded\",function(){for(var e,t,s=l.querySelectorAll(\"iframe.wp-embedded-content\"),r=0;r<s.length;r++)(t=(e=s[r]).getAttribute(\"data-secret\"))||(t=Math.random().toString(36).substring(2,12),e.src+=\"#?secret=\"+t,e.setAttribute(\"data-secret\",t)),e.contentWindow.postMessage({message:\"ready\",secret:t},\"*\")},!1)))}(window,document);\n\/\/# sourceURL=https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/mittlivsomprast\/wp-includes\/js\/wp-embed.min.js\n\/* ]]> *\/\n<\/script>\n","description":"Nej, tiden l\u00e4ker inga s\u00e5r. Eller &#8211; l\u00e4ker och l\u00e4ker&#8230; blodfl\u00f6det som bara pumpat ut hj\u00e4rtat n\u00e4r allt brustit&#8230; visst stillas det. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5. Idag \u00e4r en sv\u00e5r dag. \u00c4nnu en g\u00e5ng. Det \u00e4r 18 \u00e5r sedan idag. 18 \u00e5r sedan jag f\u00f6rlorade mitt andra barn. Jag hann f\u00e5 en rej\u00e4l mage. Hann se ett [&hellip;]","thumbnail_url":"http:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/mittlivsomprast\/files\/2017\/06\/IMG_3600-300x225.jpg"}