{"id":689,"date":"2017-11-25T22:31:38","date_gmt":"2017-11-25T21:31:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/vardeljus.blog\/?p=689"},"modified":"2019-10-10T09:39:35","modified_gmt":"2019-10-10T07:39:35","slug":"jag-bara-star","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.svenskakyrkan.se\/vardeljus\/2017\/11\/25\/jag-bara-star\/","title":{"rendered":"Jag bara st\u00e5r&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-weight:400\">Jag bara st\u00e5r&#8230;P\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt visste jag vad som skulle h\u00e4nda innan d\u00f6rren st\u00e4ngdes bakom mig. Handen som r\u00f6r sig fr\u00e5n nacken, ner \u00f6ver ryggen&#8230;jag bara st\u00e5r&#8230;helt stilla. F\u00f6rstenad, st\u00e4nger av&#8230;h\u00f6r kommentarer om min kropp, mitt s\u00e4tt att g\u00e5 och r\u00f6ra mig. H\u00f6r kommentarer hur sexig min r\u00f6st \u00e4r, framf\u00f6rallt n\u00e4r jag predikar&#8230;f\u00e5r h\u00f6ra att han l\u00e4ngtar mest efter att jag ska vara naken under r\u00f6cklinet, att han dr\u00f6mmer om det&#8230;jag bara st\u00e5r&#8230;jag som annars \u00e4r den som inte l\u00e5ter min r\u00f6st tystna, jag som strider h\u00f6gt f\u00f6r de utsatta&#8230;jag bara st\u00e5r&#8230;p\u00e5 s\u00f6ndagens gudstj\u00e4nst \u00e4r han d\u00e4r&#8230;sitter l\u00e5ngt fram med ett leende p\u00e5 l\u00e4pparna&#8230;vad ber han om i syndabek\u00e4nnelsen? Hur ska jag formulera f\u00f6rl\u00e5telseorden? Jag bara st\u00e5r&#8230;Kristi kropp f\u00f6r dig utgiven&#8230;nej vill jag skrika&#8230;men, jag bara st\u00e5r&#8230;efter\u00e5t, vid utg\u00e5ngen&#8230;handskakningar, leenden, kaffemingel&#8230;jag bara st\u00e5r&#8230;vill gr\u00e5ta, skrika, ber\u00e4tta&#8230;ber\u00e4tta att inte ens i kyrkorummet, inte ens i mitt m\u00f6te med Gud f\u00e5r jag k\u00e4nna mig trygg&#8230;men&#8230;jag bara st\u00e5r\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag bara st\u00e5r&#8230;P\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt visste jag vad som skulle h\u00e4nda innan d\u00f6rren st\u00e4ngdes bakom mig. Handen som r\u00f6r sig fr\u00e5n nacken, ner \u00f6ver ryggen&#8230;jag bara st\u00e5r&#8230;helt stilla. F\u00f6rstenad, st\u00e4nger av&#8230;h\u00f6r kommentarer om min kropp, mitt s\u00e4tt att g\u00e5 och r\u00f6ra mig. 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