En av de fantastiska människor vi mötte vid besöket I Luton (se tidigare inlägg) var Karen Campbell, som läste en dikt för oss. Vi önskar att vi hade spelat in det, för hennes framförande av texten var något extra – men vi har fått hennes tillstånd att publicera texten. Tack, Karen!
Sick
I am sick of religion!
Sick of the words,
the noise,
the lies –
teaching people which people
to despise:
Who to judge
and who must fall
in the name of God
who loves us all.
I am sick of truth claims
which divide:
Over here! Over there!
You must decide;
for we cannot be one;
we cannot just be –
the chasm, it seems,
is too wide.
I am sick of the god
who you tell me is love,
yet condones human hatred
from far and above:
A god to be worshipped;
a god to be feared?
To my mind a god
of whom to be scared!
Yet this is not the God
I have known –
not fully,
not wholly,
just as much has been shown
to me;
the God who must surely grieve
when in chasing religion
God’s pathway we leave.
The God who loves –
and loves without end;
calls us as child, as servant,
as friend.
Too vast to imagine;
too great to contain –
yet still we try
in vain.
Here is God!
No – over here!
In all, and through all,
yet cannot be where
God wills.
God must be
where we say God must be –
bound up in our words,
our doctrines;
the pictures we see.
I hear God screaming –
or is that my mind –
yearning to leave all the
flotsam behind?
Let them go!
Let us go!
From your chains set us free –
to be the people
I call them to be.
Love the Lord, your God;
love the neighbours who
God, in God’s wisdom,
has gifted to you:
In a nutshell
that’s what God requires us
to do.
So I’m sick of the extras,
the add-ons,
the fluff –
my heart and my soul,
they cry out ’Enough!’
I imagine
God’s sick of it too.
©Karen Campbell, June 2016